{"id":2652,"date":"2026-04-10T21:59:37","date_gmt":"2026-04-10T19:59:37","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/tankesmedjanbrodraskap.se\/startsida\/?p=2652"},"modified":"2026-04-10T22:09:34","modified_gmt":"2026-04-10T20:09:34","slug":"nar-varden-sviker-och-orden-tar-slut","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tankesmedjanbrodraskap.se\/startsida\/nar-varden-sviker-och-orden-tar-slut\/","title":{"rendered":"N\u00e4r v\u00e5rden sviker och orden tar slut."},"content":{"rendered":"\t\t<div data-elementor-type=\"wp-post\" data-elementor-id=\"2652\" class=\"elementor elementor-2652\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-8e836e9 elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"8e836e9\" data-element_type=\"section\" data-e-type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-1c69429d\" data-id=\"1c69429d\" data-element_type=\"column\" data-e-type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-7f755fac elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"7f755fac\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p><\/p>\n<p class=\"has-text-align-left\">Det kommer en punkt d\u00e5 man k\u00e4nner sig helt tom, som att inget man g\u00f6r spelar n\u00e5gon roll och ens plats p\u00e5 jorden \u00e4r f\u00f6rbrukad. D\u00e5 k\u00e4nner man sig sviken av v\u00e5rden och f\u00f6rbisedd. N\u00e4r man spenderar timmar och dagar med att t\u00e4nka ut hur man ska formulera sig f\u00f6r att s\u00e5 mycket som m\u00f6jligt av hur man k\u00e4nner ska komma fram men n\u00e4r man v\u00e4l sitter d\u00e4r och det endast fokuseras p\u00e5 fr\u00e5gest\u00e4llningar kring diagnoser och inte behandling och man senare kan l\u00e4sa i journalen att man anses ha en neutral grundst\u00e4mning (normal) och att de totalt avf\u00e4rdat tankar om suicid och planer kring detta. Det \u00e4r inte mycket i livet jag har men det enda som h\u00e5ller mig vid liv \u00e4r mina barn men ju mer tiden g\u00e5r och desto \u00e4ldre dom blir s\u00e5 k\u00e4nner jag mer och mer hur det inte skulle p\u00e5verka dom s\u00e5 starkt om jag f\u00f6rsvann. Jag har i flera veckor nu f\u00f6rs\u00f6kt hitta ljusglimtar i mitt liv men efter att ha l\u00e4st allt psykiatin sammanst\u00e4llt och att de inte anser att jag m\u00e5r s\u00e4rsklit d\u00e5ligt s\u00e5 k\u00e4nnner jag hur lite man som just man blir tagen p\u00e5 allvar n\u00e4r det kommer till mental h\u00e4lsa. Jag har f\u00f6rt en s\u00e5kallad &#8221;k\u00e4nslodagbok&#8221; sedan April 2025 d\u00e4r jag skriver ner mina djupaste och m\u00f6rkaste tankar, det \u00e4r ca 80 sidor jag skrivit i den, d\u00e4r ing\u00e5r \u00e4ven mina suicidplaner som \u00e4r v\u00e4ldigt utf\u00f6rliga med plats, tillv\u00e4gag\u00e5ngss\u00e4tt och f\u00f6rarbete. Detta \u00e4r 8 v\u00e4l utt\u00e4nkta planer p\u00e5 samma niv\u00e5 som en bankr\u00e5nare skulle planera sin st\u00f6t, varje plan tar upp ca 2-3 sidor s\u00e5 det \u00e4r inget snabbt och l\u00e4tt skrivet. Mer och mer k\u00e4nner jag hur ljuset jag en g\u00e5ng haft har bl\u00e5sts ut och min livslust \u00e4r knappt m\u00e4rkbar. Jag vet inte l\u00e4ngre vad jag ska g\u00f6ra, vart jag ska v\u00e4nda mig eller vad jag ska s\u00e4ga. Till alla er d\u00e4r ute som k\u00e4mpar med m\u00e5endet, \u00f6ppna er f\u00f6r n\u00e5gon. Registrera dig i forumet (Bordet)p\u00e5 denna sida och skriv ett alias, det \u00e4r 100% anonymt och skriv av dig i n\u00e5got av forumen.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n<p><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Det kommer en punkt d\u00e5 man k\u00e4nner sig helt tom, som att inget man g\u00f6r spelar n\u00e5gon roll och ens plats p\u00e5 jorden \u00e4r f\u00f6rbrukad. D\u00e5 k\u00e4nner man sig sviken av v\u00e5rden och f\u00f6rbisedd. 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